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Post by Mage on Apr 4, 2008 12:16:39 GMT -5
Fantasia listened if Desore did return what would she do. She couldn't go back to how everything was, not after he just left her like he did. And now finding out that he tormented many and killed a mare named Thersandra. If he did come back, nothing would be the same. The painted mare dipped her head. Thank you for telling me about what he was up to. I never thought....that that was what he was up to.
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Post by Thanos on Apr 6, 2008 19:34:05 GMT -5
Some will do the unimaginable because they know no other way... Dream said quietly, then shifted her weight slightly. Fantasia and Whisper would surely wonder how she knew such a thing about him. It was true news tracelled fast but...
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Post by Reflection on May 4, 2008 8:06:00 GMT -5
Whisper listened silently to their conversation, and images flashed through her mind as she remembered. Desore. It was a dark name. And almost all would say that he was even darker. And considering his deeds he was. but what Whisper had saw that night changed her view of him completely. Suddenly Whisper raised her deep chasms, and made eye contact with Fantasia as she said
[glow=red,1,600]he loved you Fantasia. He truly did. And he felt that each time he saw you, but he never knew it to be love. Until that night, when he killed Thersandra. I was there, hiding and unseen. And i saw him as he galloped away. I followed him...and in the beginning a smirk was plastered murderously, on his maw, but after a while his smile faded, and turned to a strange emotion that so obviously confused him. He finally halted in a meadow, far from the Arrowheads. and he stood silently, thinking for what seemed like centuries, before his head suddenly shot up in realization, and he whispered so startled Oh My God. What have I done? He stood in pounding disbelief before whispering What have I done? And I stood there hiding, and watching as his optics turned a deep blue, filled with emotions. I was moving my position slightly to watch better, when i stepped on a twig and it snapped. he stepped back in surprize before turning and demanding Who's there?. But this time there was a wavering delicasy to his voice. Something I never would've dreamed of coming from him. I stepped out of the brush, and showed myself. And for a scared second when I saw his optics flash red, I was sure he was going to kill me…but then suddenly something snapped in him and his optics turned instantly blue, and startled. “I’m Whispered Song” I said softly, and slightly unsure. And he answered “I’m Desore, and I’ve done terrible things…” “I know” I said, my voice gentle “do you want to speak about it?”. “I don’t see what it would matter for now, but…sure…” He said, his voice fading off. “Want to start?” I asked him, and he nodded. “I’m a murderer. And I always was. A horrid dreadful thing….worse then a nightmare…I never cared about anyone else’s life, and I loved to bring blood. I had so much hate…and my heart was frozen. I was so hateful…God I was evil. Eviler then the villains in fairytales. So, much went on in my life…and I took so many other lives…broke others hearts, tore equines souls to pieces…and much more…how terrible could I get?!! Worse then terrible I find. And then when I came to the Arrowheads…I challenged Justice brutally, and won…I won, and I concluded with harsh, horrid words…so careless…poor Justice…Then, When I came back to the terra, I met an equine…who…was so…extraordinary in every way…fantasia...Around her I felt…like I could almost forget all the terrible things I had done, and become the me that was always hiding behind layers and layers of hate. But I kept with the evil deeds and such…and…I tormented thersandra in almost every way…Oh, so many things happened between then and tonight…but when I finally killed Thersandra…I think I killed something in me. And the shock of that was what pierced my soul as Alonzar screamed. And that pierce…made me realize…..oh my god…Whispered Song…I-…I love Fantasia. And Now I’ve LEFT her. And I can’t go back…I can’t face what I’ve done….how could I have been so blind, so heartless!? Fantasia, was the one mare who I could ever truly love, and now I’ve LEFT HER!” “you could always face what you’ve done, try again for a better life, and go back to her, you could be there by morning” I said softly. “But…I can’t…she deserves so much better then me, and when she learns what I’ve done, she’ll never be able to forgive me…who could blame her?...I have to leave…I can’t go back…but maybe someday…yes…Someday I’ll return, and I’ll tell her how sorry I am. It doesn’t matter is she forgives me or not, just as long as she knows that I-…I love her, I’m sorry, and that I never wanted to leave her…I know by then things will never be the same, but by now, I’ve already lost her…I’ve already lost the war of my heart…and before I can ever face who I was again, I have to find who I am. Who fantasia deserves. I owe her that much…and much, much more…Thank you Whispered Song…Thank You…” He said, and I nodded as he turned and walked off, and as he turned I saw something amazing. A tear drop fell from an optic…the first teardrop he had ever shed, fell because of Fantasia…fell because of you…because he loved you, and he lost you…He never wanted to leave you fantasia…never…[/glow]
Tears formed in Whisper’s optics as she finished and, she inhaled deeply, trying to add some comfort into the utter sadness that flowed through her…
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Post by Mage on May 4, 2008 9:32:45 GMT -5
Fantiasia had listened to Dream Runner it was true some didn't or some were forced to become the way they are. A hard life could change someone and if the ones they love are killed then the kill and it seems to just go in a circle and never stops. Fantaisa gave a deep sigh and then Whisper spoke up finally. She started to speak of Desore, following him out of the arrowheads and Fantasia raised her head and listened with her ears pricked as they caught every word. It didn't take long for her brown optics to well up and she held back tears once again. When Whisper finally finished Fantasia was speechless and still she held back tears but she didn't know how to feel. She still wanted Desore back, he was what she wanted but she was still angry for him just leaving. What would happen if he did come back right now. Would all the Arrowhead stallions kill him? Her voice showed her feelings and she didn't try to hide it. She felt like she had betrayed Desore by making the decision to have a foal with Clockwork, who wasn't even around it seemed like. Everything was still sinking in as she repeated Whispers words in her mind over and over. Thank you for telling me this Whisperer.
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Post by Reflection on May 4, 2008 9:43:47 GMT -5
[glow=red,1,600]I don't think so...but I can't tell. It really depends on the stallion and whether they can understand love, and hatred, enough to maybe forgive him.
Whisper said to Fantasia softly. And at Fantasia's next words Whisper nodded lightly.
But either way, I know he'll come back someday. When he's found himself. The self you uncovered for him. Because you, fantasia are the one who started melting the icy exterior of his heart. And he knows that he'll have to repay you someday. And he will. trust that he will. Because he loves you, and knowing how much, I know that even if you never love him again, he'll still love you. he always will. Because you are his savior. And he owes you, much. Much beyond words. [/glow]
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Post by Mage on May 4, 2008 10:20:25 GMT -5
Fantasia couldn't help but to let a smile cross her velvet muzzle as she listened to Whisper. The trip to these grounds opened her eyes to show what evil Desore had done but also alowed her to see that he really did care for her, he just had to figure out who he really was. Fantasia was grateful for the mares words and with that she walked up and nudged Whisper's neck kind of like a hug. Thank you Whisper. Fantasia backed up and she remembered Desore still very clearly. He had cared about her, she had seen it in his eyes when she had fallen through the ice. He had been worried about her and she knew that he would protect her and so it seemed as if her heart had mended. She would stay in the protection of herds but would wait for Desore's return, however long it would take.
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