Celaine//Change of Heart

[Reflection]

Celaine cantered smoothly into the lands and settled down for a rest. She breathed a sigh from all the running. The beautiful cremello fae hung her neck sadly and thoughts flared through her mind. Why did this happen? what will I do now? What will happen? What should I do? Why is my life ussually like this? I can't survive on my own! What to do?.....What to do.... desperation vibrated through her. As she got lost in her confusion...She shook her head violently and gave a screech. She needed to clear her mind. But she couldn't not like this... How could she?.....

I need to change... she thought But how? and why? the thoughts and questions kept coming... It doesn't matter really... she re-thought that and changed her mind no...It does matter...IT could change my life...WILL change my life...I need a clear mind...

I can't survive on my own! her thoughts screamed. She just didn't know how to survive... She couldn't. She could only be amazing in the show ring. I'm nothing out here.... she thought sadly...

Suddenly a side of her fought back. I AM someone. I CAN do great...I can survive...I have the strength...I just need to fully be myself and believe that I will suceed...

That thought released a part of her and she let out a sigh of relief. Suddenly realization came back to her. Years of confusion had clenched up her real self, and locked her up. Suddenly the barred doors swung open...

If I just be myself I'll be fine[/i] she thought confidently. Her muscles rippled and she was suddenly filled with a new sensation....
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A feeling of, determination, boldness, love unknown, spirit, power, and most of all courage. She could do this...

Celaine swung herself around and headed to the claiming lands. She was on a mission...that mission was. To unleash herself, And Prove herself to her heart....

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[k2ishorse]

Hearing a shout, Stardust careened over to see a cremello mare looking very upset. She wanted to help her... Umm... Are you OK? You seem fretful?

[Reflection]

her creamy tresses wavered as she turned to a fae. Celaine orbs shone as she spoke I am now and I will be even better after a time. A minute ago, I was not fine, I was lost in confusion. But I have now reminded myself, of who I really am, and my heart will mend the place my confusion has filled all these years. She gave a nod of thanks to the fae and concluded I Thank You for your concern, and now I must set off to shed light upon the part of me that for all these years, has been shrouded. Farwell.... With that the cremello mare gave a polite nod of thanks to the fae, and swiftly galloped off into the dawning mists...