A Lost xxPatronusxx in the dead of night

[Reflection]

Name: Patronus
Age: 7
Gender: Femme
Breed: Quarab
Height: 14.3hh
Color: Black and White Paint
Markings: Paint slashes
Secret Word: Arrowhorse

History:

xxDeceptionxx is a cruel thing

She grew up with lies. Her mother lied to her, her father, and even her friends. She complained and confided to her friends often, telling them of how she dreamed of more. Of how this was not how it was supposed to be. And one day, she told them her darkest secret. She had swore to herself never to tell, but she told anyway, the pressure was too much. And she expected sympathy, and awe, and even understanding. But what she got was so far from that. No, they laughed straight to her face. All of them. All of which simply acted like her friends. All. All except one. A young, gorgeous chestnut overo filly. While the others layughed and taunt showed in their eyes, in hers, there was pain, understanding, and tears. But she did not step forward. She just stayed in the background.


xxNeverxx noticed a soul so true

Patronus had never really paid attention to the filly before that day. The filly, as strikingly beautiful as she was, just always seemed to blend in. Nothing special. Actually, she was probably less then average. Not good at much, ‘cept looking pretty. That’s what she had always guessed, along with the others. And, she was so laid back it was weird, so they had just excluded her, teased her, and well…been…and that’s when it had struck her. The way patronus was feeling now, was just how the filly had always felt. What was her name again?...sadly she never had bothered to ask, so she didn’t know. But one thing she did know was that, somehow the filly was…more then she had expected. She had never noticed a soul so true. But, they could never be friends. She was an outcast, and Patronus figured that she would be accepted again by the next morn.

xxRefusingxx her hand

They didn’t accept her back. She was an outcast now as well. But patronus was not about to admit it. When the filly came close to speak to Patronus, Patronus glared, and snapped lowly “get away from me freak, your worth nothing, so GO Away. Hmph”. That cut the filly deep, and the chestnut beauty, stayed as far away from patronus as she could.

Human xxterrorxx

Everything was lonely, and depressing for Patronus from then on. And she believed that life couldn’t get worse ever. But she was so incredibly wrong. Because less then a week after, The humans came. They were all captured. All except the chestnut filly, who outran them and hid. Patronus called out to anyone, anyone at all as the rope was tied around her neck, but none came. None, except the filly. She squeled out and bucked around, until a few humans tried maneuvering their horses to her, but she easily dodged. So, finally, five humans dismounted the two who had the herd galloped off herding them away, and the one with Patronus, cantered after the filly dragging Patronus along. The humans were so entranced by the young filly’s ability and appearance, that they fell into her trap, stumbling their horse down the rocks, and getting trapped in the valley. As they stumbled down the rocks, the chestnut filly doubled back, and grabbed patronus’s rope and swung it around one of the sharper rocks. The rope snapped instantly, and the sudden weight uplift knocked the human from the saddle, throwing the humans off course. The chestnut filly nudged Patronus, and without a thought Patronus followed the filly navigating up the valley. And to safety. A few hours later when they laid saftly in a cove on the small beach to the east, Patronus thought over the events, and finally turned her big dark green eyes to the filly and said “You saved my life. Why? I was so cruel to you. I-…” awe shone in her green optics as she waited. “because you understand.” The filly said softly, her voice ringing out. Patronus was struck at the beauty and gentleness of her voice and thought a moment before saying “I-…Thank You. I can’t even explain my gratitude. But…I feel horrible. Because I’ve been so blind, so cruel, and because I have never even asked your name…”. “Don’t worry Patronus. I’ve seen things in you beyond most. You are unique and special, and youo just needed to find your way. Do not feel horrible. And I am Whispered Song.” Whispered Song’s voice was gentle, and caring and as the filly’s stared into each others eyes, a bond formed interlacing and tying them together….

Beyond The length of xxfriendshipxx

Years later they were still the best of friends. The truly understood each other, and each day both grew stronger. They started sticking up for anyone who needed it, and tried to expand their kindess, though they seemed to be the only ones to truly understand each other. What they had was so pure it was beyond the length of friendship. They were positive that nothing could ever tear them apart. They could come up with Nothing at all. And unless they missed something, then they were sure that tey would always be friends.

One thing COULD xxtearxx them apart though

Themselves. The only thing strong enough to tear them apart was themselves. And sadly the only one who saw this was Whispered Song. But Patronus didn’t believe it. That was the beginning of their destruction.

Too xxManyxx tears

But over time tears did start to unstitch their bond, one lace at a time. Many Many many incidents. And the one accidently motivating it was Patronus. Whispered Song warned her, and said many a things. But this only…angered…patronus. She indignantly said that she was not the problem, and that if there was any problem, it was Whispers fault. That sliced Whisper deep. But even though wary, Whisper hoped for that to be the last tear…But She was wrong

The xxfinalxx tear

The final tear is a secret. Even Patronus tries to forget it, for it is too too too cruel. But there is one thing She may tell you. That those words she said, shattered Whisper, and demolished their bond completely. They could no longer understand each other.

The xxAfterxx effect

At first Patronus was angry at Whisper, even though t’was Patronus who had hurt Whisper. And she wanted to be alone. She hated the world, and at first felt smug, then grim, then terribly…Alone. She felt lost. Her green eyes lost their sparking hue. And pain wallowed through her. And for the first time in years, she cried. She really, really cried. She laer came back and back and back looking for Whisper, but whisper was gone. And honestly deep down Patronus couldn’t blame her. But after days and days of her misery, she was once again blinded to truth, and didn’t know her path.

xxAlonexx in misery

She somberly unravled until she was just torn pieces of ribbon. Lost, confused, and bitter. Many things happened between then and when she stepped foot in the Arrowheads, but those are things she does not share, just as she does not share that one day…

One equine in xxbetweenxx

OH, yes.
One thing forgotten.
What started changing Patronus unconsciously?
Well…it was a mare called sliver song. And Whisper had seen it coming, Whisper had known that silver Song was lying,. But Silver song had gained Patronus’s trust, and Patronus didn’t believe Whisper, until it was too late…

Personality:
A personality hidden
Show her the light and she shall be restored.
Fail to do so, and she shall stay as she is:
Bitter,
Cruel,
lying,
bind to the world around her.
Hurt
somber,
taunting,
dceiving.
Sad,
depressed
dark,
and most of all
Lost
Picture:

[i!shadow!i]

Accepted, very nice